Mandy's Melodies

Mr F,IMY

2011-12-16T21:59:00.002+08:00

If she always plays a song when she’s with you,
she obviously wants you to know and remember it.

As in… she wants it to be.. “Our Song.”

Merry Christmas to you,我深愛的人

05-12-2011

2011-12-06T00:03:00.001+08:00

Actually wanted to create a new blog ,

Becoz all da blog-post remains me of you...

But i know ~

I can't continue to bury my head in the sand,

I must learn to face da facts

learn da facts that you're gone forever...

A million words would not bring you back,

I know because I've tried,

neither would a million tears,

I know coz I've cried.

You're right ,everything is just too late...

Hate myself for being stubborn and bad temper ..

learn to be strong w/o you...

learn to forget everything bout you...

This's all i can do...

Fredrick on,

your name,your pic will nvr appear on this blog again.

I know your life still can go on without me.

Sincerely hope you can find your own happiness.

Thank you for your accompany.

I nvr regret knowing you ,you're awesome ! =)

Jiayou !

23/09/2011

2011-09-27T13:06:00.000+08:00

Uni life isn't that enjoy ~
Tons of assignment is going to be done ~
FML

Alright,I went to Brunei last Friday to attending my ~~sis-in-law~~ boyfie's sis wedding dinner

and i was LOH (lack of heels) XD

So yeah, Baby On brought me to shopping since he knows im soooo ~~craving for~~ desperate to have a heels.

Wulala~ i found it ~a brown heels from summit,it's just 'Simple & Match'

BND40 goneeee =')

Look at the KNS Mascara ..It's BROWN COLOUR !!!!!
I was like OMFG FML ..Again ,my BND13 goneee ='(
But i quite satisfied with Holika nail polish~it's only cost BND3.9

And we watched 'Johnny English '..This is must watch movie ..LMAO!!!!!

~~:Waiter ... Mind to take pic with me??~~

kiss*

Finally , i decided to wear white dress~coz Baby On said im like an angel in white dress ~

Me like it ~

OTW to hotel

Bel and Andy

Handsome guy -On Tze Ming

So cool huh?

such an innocent face

Didn't take many pic as ~~everyone is using DSLR,paiseh wanna show my lousy HP ~~~ i spent lots of time to talking with his relative and eating ~LOL

To Be Continuee ~~~~~~~

30.05.2011

2011-05-30T01:23:00.000+08:00

我要說聲謝謝你在我生命中的每一天

11 monthsary 過了

現在在等待著我們的1st anniversary

他總能為我帶來無限的surprise

♥在籌備著我們明年的旅行♥

想對你說:

寶貝，你的華語在這一年有沒有進步啊?

重看我們以前的照片你我都發福許多

答應我你要加油增肥喲~

還有好多感動的話想留到我們的Anniversary再說~
Baby...i love you always ♥

28.05.2011

2011-05-28T16:22:00.001+08:00

明天是我跟他的11th monthsary♥

以下是我們的9th monthsary也是唯一一次一起慶祝的monthsary

但我那天沒拍很多照

因為妝怪怪的我也不曉得啦

塗bb cream+粉底變成臉過白

那次之後我就只搽bb cream而不上粉底了

p/s:最最最重要的是化妝一定要用日光燈照著

不然會越上越厚

這盤蝦是我一個人解決掉的

因為他說想吃什麼都可以叫

叫了他才說不會吃蝦

穿高跟都走的比他快

猜猜哪輛是他的車 ?

Empire Hotel大門這家酒店應該有5星級吧

我們在這裡有過些回憶他說就帶我回溫回溫

lobby

那黃色的都是如假包換黃金

外面大面積的泳池

游泳遊累了可以喝杯飲料

我最喜歡的走道

這裡舉行婚禮一定超浪漫

大面積的玻璃

房間外都有大鏡子方便整理儀容

到這裡吧...希望下次有機會住進去

在房間開party 一定很不錯

24.05.2011

2011-05-24T20:19:00.002+08:00

Rojak篇

前天爸媽去賓喜樓dinner

自己便到Pizza Hut吃spaghetti

然後從8pm在mall遊蕩到10pm

在populur 站著看完一本小說

真服了自己 =D

以下是宵夜篇

民都魯人都應該知道這在那兒吧

好遠的宵夜喔

昨天去民都魯看見這幕

天啊好可愛我在車裏笑慘了

在華麗看見這個外套

好喜歡但好貴哦

昨天除了shopping

我還去bank in 第一次網購

說真的長那麼大還是第一次bank in

多擔心自己出錯才發現bank in is as easy as pie ..LOL

還有到Smart Tuition Centre
詢問 Curtin University的資料

最近做所有事都親力親為 All by myself

自己找房間自己升請ptptn和貸學金

哥說Final year 讓我出國好臍帶

我一定要選Sydney 因為那邊有 darling habour 哈哈

這是我人生的另一個起點 3年會在一個陌生城市度過 =(

大家都說degree不容易當作是個挑戰吧

希望在那裡能認識一些很nice的朋友

22.05.2011

2011-05-22T16:36:00.001+08:00

IT'S HADA LABO GENERATION

I fell in love with HADA LABO since last year

Until nao..im still using it~

spot at the bright red bottle one

it's for Lifting & Firming!

and its more suitable for people who needs anti aging skincare

so..i bought it for mama

One Drop Restores Youthful Bounciness!

guess that y'all are scolding me lokek

since i bought myself one set but only one toner for mama

NO ! it's becoz she has better skincare produces

TADAAAA

Brother came back last week

and he bought my mom 24k Bio Gold with bird nest essence

and collagen pills

Nao.. Mama's skin is getting younger ♥

12.05.2011

2011-05-12T11:16:00.000+08:00

前天在WhatsApp收到boss的照片

怎麼辦...想你啦~

相公，9月去台灣好不？

11.05.2011

2011-05-11T11:55:00.001+08:00

分享我在汶萊的最後一個禮拜

只上mascara + 戴美瞳

沒想到下睫毛可以刷到如此的長

要 Z 著刷睫毛才會根根分明
我有戴以下那種假睫毛在睫毛尾端

這張我不美 =(

要強調的是這張boss看起來好像我哥

拜五晚上我們到一家好似法國的餐廳用餐

~~幫Mama in la~~w Aunty慶祝 Mama's day

p/s :那烤羊排的廚師超級帥

小件的Giordano shirt很ker ai吧

我的5分熟羊排真美味

這蛋糕非常甜

dinner過後就到time square買點巧克力回家

一踏進去我就高喊 OMFG!ANGRY BIRD!!我要！

我對炸彈鳥情有獨鐘因為它夠凶看看它的眉毛

kawayi des neh

Boss 說他打算買一系列然後吊車車

逛完街就到 CB(coffee bean) yamcha

可惡的PMS讓我最後一天都不能喝到ice mocha 遺憾-ing

讓我感動的是 boss陪我一起喝Hot vanilla

回家路上我不停用angry bird丟他

還自己做音效哈哈

拜六就回來了

說真的我好不舍

他家人都對我超級好

上巴前,Aunty還緊緊抱著我然後說一番很感動的話我都快哭了

我就這樣聽著ipod就一路哭回家

說真的這次分開不知幾時還能再見

還要像上次釀等半年嗎？我不想啦 T.T

看~那久違的background 好亂喔~哈哈

拜日就到民都魯幫我啊嬤和各位母親慶祝媽媽節

這是在和平的包廂裏

↓.↓

在dinner之前我到mall瘋狂shopping

看下圖

1-GARNIER body lotion ,最近天氣熱,怕曬黑

2-HADA LABO,本來想買白潤但只剩下極潤+面膜 就買了

3-我的美麗日記（燕窩面膜）,kelvin老師說過一星期一定要做2片面膜,但我每次都是連做三天，因為我個人覺得斷斷續續沒效果,大家可以試試~

4-body shop買的香精(GreenTea & Lemon) 強烈推薦。很香♥

5-pantene hair mask

6-Johnson's baby body shampoo,買一瓶附送一包，香味留在身體很久喔~

7-Dove hair shampoo,不是很喜歡那味道，但用了頭髮很柔順

香到我的枕頭裏去了

忘了還有這條這是第5條了

左邊是bosss乾媽送的

右邊是boss 在australia的日本乾姐送的

喜歡♥

上面是在汶萊買的草莓

我不會固定啦轉轉又鬆開了

是怎樣是不是我 ~~髮質太好~~ 太笨

看了youtube N次還是不會誰來教我？

買了這個輕而易舉就固定了

popular買了這本書

之前買過那本月光下的魚 超好看

不舍得吊在車裏讓它曬太陽因為已經夠黑了
就放在包包裏隨身攜帶吧
媽咪愛你~

好久沒自己開車了很不習慣

06.05.2011

2011-05-06T16:04:00.001+08:00

親愛的宵夜你真害我不淺啊

體重已經飆到60kg了這次回去我媽肯定不認得我

4點上完廁所就睡不著就決定到boss的房間看pps

一整晚在惦著康熙來了明星調查局的下集

因為我也在微博投上我那神聖的一票

是票選看到那位明星最想及最不想轉臺

明星們各各火力全開超猛

~~我的生活好像頹廢到只有小S~~

總之不管他睡得多香我都照笑不誤

笑到把水壺踢翻終於他開口一顆一顆字說

BABY 我.要.睡.覺 PLEASE

shy** sorry baby ╯﹏╰ 我也不想的

一週下來有些零零碎碎的事想跟各位分享

這星期我跟boss一口氣看了3場電影

FAST FIVE , THOR , 關雲長

看戲當然要選Empire cinema 啊

當天超多那裡度假的老外和我們一起看fast five

我一到那裡就沖去買popcorn *上次我說了，超好吃的*

我怕自己不夠吃就買了2大包

其實boss本來就打算坐vip沙發看

FYI,vip是有免費食物飲料提供（沒記錯好像有小毯子給怕冷的女生）

但他看到我抱著2包popcorn走出來時，他就整張臉都垮掉

老實說他是他期待已久的電影他覺得不能坐VIP看他有點失望

我也必須說只不過看個電影需要花那麼多錢嗎

結果選了最靠牆最中間的位子

戲沒演到1小時我就吃完一包了口渴的關係就猛喝水

結果尿急但又stuck在中間就醬忍到整部戲完

*我是一手撐著椅子看戲哦，因為一放鬆尿就噴出來了*

那戲ending，錢全從保險箱掉出來時所有觀眾都歡呼拍手了

*畫面有點感動我都快哭了*

THOR 是跟她姐和他姐夫去看的

說實話做他姐旁邊超尷尬啊

因為我吃popcorn吃到一半才想到忘了跟她姐分享

心想剩一半然後問人家有點突兀

光著問題就在戲院裏困擾我好久哈哈

我覺得汶萊人看戲好會配合喔

像男主角回去自己星球時對女主角深情地說 'i will return for you,deal?'

現場就一陣陣的咳嗽聲結果我們就互看了

至於關雲長

我其實不是很想看因為是華語戲他會三不五時問我

"什麼？他剛說過什麼"

還有三國人物我自己也搞不清

但他就喜歡聽我說因為我常假裝自己很懂

反正他也樂在我的胡言亂語之中

就讓他繼續沉淪吧

26.04.2011

2011-04-27T00:04:00.000+08:00

我昨天註冊了新浪微博

是為了看小S才註冊的啦我太迷康熙了

關注了好多名人

知道嗎？我為了找個夢幻的名字

自己在那邊苦惱了好久

還上google找還真讓我找到了

>>點擊<<

想生女兒的人或許用得到喔自己還蠻喜歡其中幾個的

本來想用英文名字但是既然是華人twitter就一定要用中文名吧

放·沈美霞· 又太弱

結果還是放了·粉色幽默·(＃－－)/ .

不管怎樣快關注我吧！

2011-04-26T01:56:00.000+08:00

剛吃完Maggie Tomyam泡麵

好撐喔睡不著 ╮(╯3╰)╭

漸漸地開始依賴部落格了這邊幾乎成為我最好的傾訴對象

對著不認識的網友分享生活總比認識的人好多了

至少沒那麼多的流言蜚語 *請勿對號入座*

耳機播放著蔡依林野蠻遊戲那張專輯

好久好久沒聽了像"天空","獨佔神話"都是好歌

不過她近期的專輯好像都偏向舞曲比較多

update下前天和昨天吧

前天我們到附近的雞飯店吃午餐

那是家普通的餐廳但是我一踏進店裏雞飯香撲鼻而來

我沒有說謊這是我吃過最好吃的雞飯了

裏面有點奶油的味道軟軟的那支雞腿肉更不在話下又滑又香又Q

所以我們個吃了一碗半的飯一碗才3.5dollar

晚上又到coffee bean跟boss的boss喝茶

我不想化妝因為心想星期六下午 應該要去走走我花了很久化了妝貼了假睫毛

boss卻只帶我去吃雞飯然後我又不願意卸妝就戴著假睫毛在家裡看了一下午的戲

剛做好deep cleansing mask

我的臉很乾淨所以只搽了唇蜜

穿一樣的衣服下午只穿一下所以就不甘願洗

這裡是我們常去的coffee bean 雖然比較遠但比較少人

汶萊有超過5間coffee bean如果沒有錯

生意都很好難怪Starbuck沒立足之地哈哈

星期天♥

睡到很遲才醒因為昨晚喝了ice mocha和pure vanilla

失眠慘了所以熬夜看·葉問1·

以前都沒看過沒想到超好看！我幾乎快哭了

我用哭腔對boss說：死日本鬼子，好恨他們！然後說完變看著他等他接話

他就接：對咯，我也恨啊，不過他們現在有在拍porn所以就ok咯..

我就like (─.─|||

吃完午飯就到The Mall走走超多人

心血來潮就跟boss和他朋友去K Box

可以容納3-4個人吧裏面不熱因為有超強抽風機

Boss 唱like a G6 笑翻我因為很騷

以下是我偷偷upload的影片希望不會被boss發現

到處看到justin bieber的電影海報

所以就點了never say never 哈哈

接著去打撞球最後一場他朋友就讓給我打

之前都沒打過就這樣我誤打誤撞撞進一球所有人傻眼

到了傍晚才回家超累的

晚上便跟他家人到Jerudong吃海鮮

聽過鹹蛋蝦嗎?太美味了

最近晚上都要陪boss讀書關於考公民權的

我差不多會唱汶萊國歌了還有背出sultan的名字

但我是絕對不會背叛我的國家 *like real*

祝boss明天的interview順利~

就到此為止吧..骨奶各位..

求人人跑

靠山山倒

想想還是靠自己最好

我看開了那你呢? =)

22.04.2011

2011-04-22T17:14:00.000+08:00

現在正聽著-韋禮安-的歌

康熙來了小s極力推薦的歌手

知道嗎我現在聽得好陶醉喔

我好佩服自己在一個星期裏

在pps把周星馳的所有電影都看完了好愛星爺

只可惜他不再拍電影了好像是轉當導演了

在等著boss放工

今晚去 FAST FIVE 好期待

我猜今晚戲院肯定爆滿

www.facebook.com/fifi.fitty

對了..發現有個馬來人盜用我的照片

剛開始朋友告訴我時我簡直是哭笑不得

不管怎樣拜託各位幫我舉報

感激不盡

今天更新到此洗澡時間到了 =)

21.04.2011

2011-04-21T14:34:00.000+08:00

天氣真的是熱到~~~~~

好想游泳喔 謝天謝地這裡的泳池沒規定說得穿泳衣

因為我現在的肥肉是多到~~~~~

*其實一直以來都很多啦*

最近想買包包的慾望~~有增無減~~沒有停止過

經過我的survey

告訴大家這裡的包包都不錯喔~

>>點擊<<

最近都會上youtube學些小魔術

比如這個我超熟練 (↓.↓)

我哥也是魔術高手喔

大嫂說他自看過劉謙的世界魔術巡迴表演後就迷上魔術

但我個人是覺得我哥他是迷上看到別人受騙的嘴臉哈哈

所以要是有人想變魔術給你看

看完務必要露出超級驚歎的嘴臉

這是對魔術師的尊重也是種禮貌 =)

看破解(↓.↓)

（ICE MOCHA - 20.04.2011）

20.04.2011

2011-04-20T00:14:00.000+08:00

How do you expect kids to listen to their parents as......

Tarzan lives half naked

Cinderella comes back home at midnight

Pinocchio lies all the time

Aladdin is the king of thieves

Batman drives at 320KM/h

Sleeping beauty is lazy

and Snow white lives with 7 guys

We shouldn’t be surprised if kids misbehave at times!

They get this from their own storybooks.

enjoy ~骨奶咯~

18.04.2011

2011-04-18T17:06:00.000+08:00

以下都是前一週零零碎碎的照片

我差不多都把拍攝時間日期都忘了

大家將就著看吧..=)

*coffee bean的大客戶*

我是當之無愧啊

幾乎每天都要喝到ice mocha

難道這就是所謂的咖啡癮?我不曉得嘢...

haha**希望不會嚇到大家**

只想讓大家看看我的中分髮型

這讓我的臉變得好小

女生們不妨一試

星期六下午

我和boss去看電影

好久沒畫妝和戴瞳孔放大片了

看天氣很好

太陽好大我喜歡 =)

在那之前

~~我們在IDEAL拿早午餐~~ we took our brunch at IDEAL

那邊的雞肉和spaghetti 很出名

聞名不如一試果真的很美味

我們決定看李國煌首次自編自導自演的電影

續"嚇到笑"的"鬼也笑"

我是從開始笑到結束到上車

他們的singlish弄我beh tahan

我以為李國煌只適合當黑色會老大

沒想到當阿瓜更適合

星期天我們跟他家人去吃shabu shabu (唰唰鍋)

真的是爆滿

猜這是什莫? (↓.↓)

是cincanlok *not sure if the spelling correct ,haha*

我整個看了超興奮

沒有Sun的Sunday

真是情深深雨濛濛

晚上到Times Square的coffee bean

又是ice mocha

他的是Extremed ice mocha without cream

我的是ice mocha with cream

Extremed過的真的超kick的說

最後送上素顏照做為ending

我是沒有眉毛的mm

07.04.2011

2011-04-07T13:35:00.001+08:00

我最近都戴著墨鏡都素顏

因為我得了pink eye 所謂的紅眼症

就是老人家說盯著紅眼病患看久了就會傳染哈哈

我並不知道有沒有科學根據但寧可信其有

所以別盯著我看 =p

每天早上眼睛幾乎都睜不開

睫毛都被眼屎粘著了我知道這很噁心

看下眼瞼的肉肉都糊掉了

不知道是好事或壞事

因為眼皮腫脹使雙眼皮變深了

上星期六到Empire的電影院看戲

看battle L.A

大多數是皇室的人去的電影院

票價蠻貴的所以很少人去

看這區比較貴

原諒我的sakai 我可是第一次看到有沙發的戲院

因該是給皇族坐的旁邊還有VIP廁所

好像自己家

特別介紹那裡的popcorn

前半個小時就已經被我們啃完了

因為太好吃了

這是禮拜天早上我們去一家酒店吃點心

蛋撻超好吃皮超鬆脆的說

當天我們買了Giordano 的couple shirt

好愛!!

最近我們對The Coffee Bean的飲料上癮了

晚上都會開車去打包

然後回家邊喝邊看戲

平常會喝Ice Mocha

這是Hot Vanilla

大姨媽到訪不能喝冷 T.T

不過也很好喝我喜歡緊緊抓著飲料杯

因為很溫暖

感覺很像baby

每晚都會玩的中國象棋

當然是我贏比較多咯~!哈哈

Last but not d least

i wanna thank you for looked after me with great care when I was ill

thanks for put up with my bad temper

Thanks for everything,hub

you're the best

I ♥ U

26.03.2011

2011-03-27T00:31:00.001+08:00

趁現在下載著Vampire Diaries Season 2的空檔

我想Blog下這部戲

純粹分享

我和big boss最近~~馬不停蹄~~日以繼夜的追看

Vampire Diaries

Boss 已經中毒了比如↓

shopping到一半時他都會不停的念

快點買吧我要回家看Vampire

今天他病的很嚴重

問他OK嗎？他卻說我需要一點血

我就like (─.─|||

這是部連戲劇 *不像一般偶像劇*

劇情高潮迭起

每下一秒都會出現意想不到的劇情

所以我都全神貫注在看

當然有時他們speaking ang mo太快

我抓沒有的時後就會rewind重看

Boss就會抓狂不過最後boss都會翻譯給我聽

有時還是會放棄他的翻譯因為太意不答詞了哈哈

還有好笑的是男主角對女主角說

"你真的相信Vampire怕洋蔥?你一定是看太多Twilight了"

這邊笑死我了

女主角很美

男主角超帥

他們的身材都一樣好

我好奇外國女生上超紅的口紅都超好看

這是我最愛的造型

我最愛他第二男主角

最後送上 nah(18++)

晚安!

給感性的你

2011-03-24T13:18:00.000+08:00

我留了十年的齊刘海

早就在前年变成了斜的

我早就不喜欢粉色

我现在喜欢黑色

我早就不是五音不全

我快成麦霸了

我早就不是那个只知道付出的孩子

我更相信人不为己、天诛地灭

我早就不是有什么事都往外说的孩子

我还是喜欢憋在心里

我早就不喜欢侃侃而谈

我更愿意笑着听别人说

我早就不是那个自来熟

我更习惯于不熟的人保持距离

我早就不说那些不招人喜的实话

我更愿意伪装一下说点好听的

我的笑不再是因为开心

是觉得应该笑了

我早就不信什么天长地久

我只在乎现在有没有拥有

我早就不是贪睡的小孩了

我能在黑暗中摸索着起床

一个人去洗漱

我早就不害怕孤单

我更喜欢一个人走

我早就不胆小了

我可以自己鼓起勇气面对所有

我早就不在人前哭泣

不需要肩膀了

自己哭完擦干泪

我又可以笑得像什么都没发生

我早就不喜欢长发了

我剪了短发

断了思念

我早就不再迷茫了

我清楚我想要什么

我早就不把过去看重

我更喜欢我的未来

我早就不是那个没有主心骨的我了

我更喜欢自己做决定

我早就不在乎流言蜚语

我活我自己的

我早就不叛逆了

我更加珍惜爸妈

我早就忘了伤痛

我明白应该更坚强

我早就不再年少

我长大了……

我沒在showing off

2011-03-22T12:53:00.000+08:00

我很認真很認真的想說

如果真有什麼不滿意我或不喜歡我

請閉嘴然後按右上角紅色的鍵

很簡單對吧

對了還有假惺惺的噓寒問暖我不需要=)

21-03-2011

2011-03-21T14:34:00.000+08:00

離開這裡一個禮拜多了

太多事情想說但真不知從何blog起

不知道繁體字是否給大家帶來困擾

最近在學著寫繁體字

沒什麼只愛它的筆劃很多用在書法一定很美對吧?

在汶萊的一個禮拜又兩天
發現華人都在Speaking English
Everyone is holding Iphone & playing Ipad
好想要一個

短短的9天我肥了3公斤

昨天跟我的boss一起血拼時在Summit鞋店的大鏡子前

我停下然後大喊omg我肥得忘記自己的名字了

他就說差不多要把你送回達島因為養你是件很jiatlat的事 LOL

我們還去看電影喔~

127 hours

超級噁心的說我的boss全程用手遮住我的眼睛

尤其是在他拉斷自己手神經的那一刻

真是看得我熱血沸騰哈哈

一星期前我們去airport restaurant
high tea

我點了Manggo mousse
吃了一口就用很痛苦的表情看我的boss
很geli....

前天有去airport restaurant buffet

超級多東西的說

也超貴一個人30dollar

我不停在他耳邊說

哇哇哇 salmon

哇哇哇 sushi

我可以拍照放blog嗎?

終於他忍不住笑著說

my goodness,can ciu stop being Sakai?

吃完了再去The Coffee Bean 吃蛋糕肥!

介紹大家一個Game--Angry Bird

07.03.2011

2011-03-07T17:57:00.001+08:00

待會兒去古晉

陪爸爸去看病之餘順便玩兩天

星期6 我會到汶萊做工

雲寶貝和鳳寶貝都在那兒過得很不錯

而我也說服媽媽讓我過去

更重要的是我和溫賢輝再也不是遠距離戀愛了**開心**

還有啊

昨天買了Beyonce的LONDON演唱會DVD

超好看超好看的

我在電視機前都被她感動到哭了

不得不說

She is Amazing♥

以下是我喜歡的幾個片段

03.03.2011

2011-03-03T03:16:00.000+08:00

Mask-ing

LOL...bit scary without contact lens and any make up on..

so damn pale..sorry if I scared you =)

K,nao please pay attention on wat i gonna write below..

u may love it !

i gonna intro u guys a Magic Mask

i bought tiz from SG Marina Bay months ago

If my memory serves me,d price is 30 dollar something(RM50+)

affordable i think c:

Guess what!After washing off the mask my skin looked soooo clean!

my pores had been cleaned out. Impressive

All the girl must have 1

can somebody tell me wher can i get it?

Does Bintulu selling A'KIN product?

as far as know ..it's made in Australia

FYI,Ordinary Mask only can whiten our skin surface..

This one diff,

This deep cleansing mask absorbs and removes excess oils and impurities that can block pores and cause blackheads

awesome huh?

btw..Not suitable for using deep cleansing mask every day. Otherwise it would be over-dried skin and had premature aging problem

Natural Face Mask - A'kin Express Purifying Facial Masque

Remove excess oils and impurities with the help of Akin Express Purifying Facial Masque. Enriched with the concentrated nature of Kaolin clay, Activated Carbon, Witch Hazel, Lemongrass and Cedar wood, Akin’s natural facial mask rapidly cleanses skin of pore clogging impurities. Akin’s natural facial mask also absorbs excess oils and tones skin to minimize the appearance of pores. Akin’s natural face mask is ideal to use as a weekly purifying treatment in your natural skincare routine.

Skin Type:

Normal skin
Combination skin
Oily skin

Ideal For:

Helping to reducing the appearance of pores
Absorbing excess oils
Purifying and deeply cleansing skin
Removing excess pore-clogging impurities

25.02.2011

2011-02-25T01:34:00.002+08:00

Recently im addicted to tiz song

IMAGINE BY JOHN LENNON

indeed!the original is the best

but i prefer avril lavigne version

look at the lyrics

aint tat awesome ?

let's spend 3 minutes listen to d song

bet tat u might love tiz song like i do

Imagine

Imagine there's no Heaven

It's easy if you try

No hell below us

Above us only sky

Imagine all the people

Living for today

Imagine there's no countries

It isn't hard to do

Nothing to kill or die for

And no religion too

Imagine all the people

Living life in peace

You may say that I'm a dreamer

But I'm not the only one

I hope someday you'll join us

And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions

I wonder if you can

No need for greed or hunger

A brotherhood of man

Imagine all the people

Sharing all the world

You may say that I'm a dreamer

But I'm not the only one

I hope someday you'll join us

And the world will live as one

We should do everything we can to maintain world peace....amen~

23.02.2011

2011-02-23T13:22:00.000+08:00

我想对你说

我要运动我在减重

你不要再问我晚餐要吃什么

我要当空姐我在留长发

你不要再说当老师真的很不错

22.02.2011

2011-02-22T02:29:00.000+08:00

今天STPM成绩放榜

拿成绩前小凤信息说:Goshh..Im shaking like HELL.

我摸摸胸口没有一丝紧张

其实对于自己的成绩早已心中有数

看到成绩时心想这样的成绩我也认了
自己贪玩不能怪谁

其实这也不是什么世界末日

因为我的生活现在才真正开始

没有课本没有校服没有黑发

这几天该冷静为自己想想未来了

假设进不了大学我该做些什么

就算进了再读个四年出来后我又该做些什么

今年我19岁
社会大学对我来说太早了些
我还没准备

况且我真的不想工作啦
至于本地大学
就算进了也肯定只剩冷门科目

真希望自己很有钱

然后读自己喜欢的学校拿自己喜欢的科目做自己喜欢的工作

很烦!

20.02.2011

2011-02-20T02:10:00.000+08:00

15/2-16/2

这两天他请假陪我

所以我们都在吃喝玩乐=）

请看下图

跟你说的 Nokia E5 有 photoshop 功能

皮肤像豆腐

只搽上美丽乐珍珠粉和补点眉毛超素

跟他家人到间酒楼吃早点

感觉很像香港

哈哈..小姐都在推点心车

点心都好好吃

他叫仔明..baby的nephew
他的婴儿肥很可爱厚？

注意他的手手，他在学peace可是一直都学不会

他睡觉,我上网

他有超级严重洁癖

我不夸张我在他房间真的找不到一点灰尘

每当他经过桌子看到上图就会摇头然后动手帮我收拾

到了晚上我们便到处走走

看下图很美吧

专门搭起来让游客拍照的
很多只Rabbit

由于天不作美下起毛毛雨

我们请路人为我们拍了2张照片就走人了

遗憾的是在那两张照片里

一张超丑另一张眼睛关着 = =""

15号就酱结束了

这两张是16号拍的

吃完Brunch 我就回 Malaysia 了

刚刚在整里照片时突然好想他

在想这一次的离别和下一次的相聚

究竟还要相隔多少个明天

我亲爱的
我又开始倒数了
baby还有在哭吗？
我没在哭了你也别哭了...羞羞喔 #^_^#
下次再见到仔明他会长多高呢？

努力工作好吗?
肥婆等你哦
I.мīss.чou

14.02.2011

2011-02-18T03:54:00.000+08:00

Happy Belated Valentine Day

其实也不是belated啦~有情人的朋友天天都是情人节，对吧╰(￣▽￣)╮

等不及和大家分享我的情人节噜♥

这次是我第二次去汶莱(13-16/2)

其实我们已经4个月没见面了

在一起8个月只见过3次

加起来不到1个星期吧

远距离恋爱就是那么残忍

但不管怎样还是坚持下去吧

谁要我爱的人是他

身边有着另一半陪伴的朋友

要好好珍惜

你们比起我们真的幸福太多太多了 =）

---13号没照片---

大概傍晚到文莱，感动的是他特地到美里接我

而晚上和他家人见面

他爸爸还特地带我们到酒楼用餐

非常丰富喔~还有他家人都非常亲切

14号的早上

我们在家里吃了点粥就出去了

他爸爸要求kakak给我煮粥当早餐他觉得我应该喜欢喝粥

因为我告诉他我是潮州人很贴心厚

baby一路上就告诉我说要买个情人节礼物给我

结果就把我带到手机店然后把 NOKIA E5 买下

其实当时我真的有些错愕毕竟如此贵重的礼物

由于他非常坚持我就恭敬不如从命收下了..哈哈

接下来就到了晚餐时间

他带我到一间气氛不错的餐厅

好多照片分享因为终于能用新手机拍照了 =)

看他不停研究新手机

用新手机拍的第一张合照蒙蒙的因为贴纸还没撕下

起初有点紧张到我还对着照片说 omg做么会酱的哈哈超funny的说

otw♥

上两张是Iphone拍的

因为他不停的在用wifi上网install software进新手机

害我不能拍照

我就说:早知道不买手机早知道就不来文莱了

我的情人节就酱过料咯

过后他才帮我拍2张照片应酬我 =.=

食物终于到咯

他吃spaghetti

我吃3分熟的lamb chop

真的超级好吃的说

上面的照片没歪掉喔他说那是艺术

~~男生的拍照技术永远都充满着艺术感~~

注意看~我身后没人吧..

我就突然握着他的手说

Baby,我知道你疼我

但改次别花钱把餐厅包下，好吗?

他就LOL了很久 XD

这手机彷佛有photoshop功能喔

把我的皮肤拍得好好!!!

吃饱之后的合照

我们都说好一起穿红衣服

因为酱我们便成了彼此的玫瑰✿

买花的钱就可以省下来了

♫♪我可爱的玫瑰花我美丽的玫瑰花我就这样深深爱上它♫♪

接下来就到电影院看电影

"笑着回家"

超好笑

好了~分享完毕!这就是我fantabulous的情人节咯 =)

10.02.2011

2011-02-10T12:40:00.000+08:00

嗨..將近一個月沒更新了...想念這裡了..我知道並沒有很多讀者..但還是想聊聊我的近況..分享些照片..上個月真的是超忙的說...忙著哥哥的婚禮..去了新加坡..當了小學老師..大掃除..辦年貨~很充實吧!!=)

哥哥共辦了3場的婚禮(klang-女方親戚朋友，Bintulu-男方親戚朋友~~好像爸的朋友較多~~,Johor-哥的大學朋友及同事們）

我只參與了其中2場..相信嗎？他們愛情長跑了10年♥

以上皆是迎接新娘的照片..全程都有專業攝影師及錄影師..**賺到了**哈..超喜歡這些照片..民都魯的朋友有興趣的可以找 Johnny Ting (點擊)...由於大嫂家鄉在klang..這裡一個姐妹都沒有..所以我成了姐妹..哥哥真是賺到了..歌曲亂亂唱都過關!

姐，大嫂，哥，我

接下來更豪華了在Johor Bahru (Pulai Spring Resort)

很美的婚禮吧~

下一篇:新加坡+當老師心得分享

待續........

16.12.2010

2010-12-16T23:43:00.000+08:00

will goin to Sri Aman later

gonna hav a short update for baby

i miss u so badly

d distance from Tatau to Brunei is oledi far enuf

and now i gotta go somewhere which even more far than Brunei.....

there is no wireless which mean can't see baby for 3days

omg...baby..u know..3days just like 30 years for me...

just feel Suck Suck Suck T.T

some reminding for you :

1.i know u're work so hard lately...but..do take care of yourself,k?

2.Take Bfast ,this is d must !and drink water,pure water !no more 100plus,k?

3.Buckle up and don't speed while driving!

4.give me a ring b4 u go to bed ..

5.delete my mail..=p

6.no dota~

7.think of me..only me!!

Baby,Because of you i believe in long distance relationship

i owes believe that u're thinkin of me while i do

waitin for me while i do

i know ..sometimes u feel lonely but im not around

or sometimes we hav to face separation while we're just get together

baby..be patient..i know we can live together very soon..

Since we dare to love,we should dare to holdin on

I LOVE YOU

01.12.2010

2010-12-01T18:22:00.001+08:00

♥hello December♥

最近发现大家换手机就像换衣服一样

不停地不停地换

心中难免有些小嫉妒 =(

说真的我不迷手机

最新的最潮的我都不懂

但我非常想换手机

身边的朋友都在用Sony Ericson,尤其是995

而我却还一直认为Nokia最好 haha

朋友都笑说那是老人用的 *paiseh**

出门旅游时

只有我不能跟大家share charger

朋友中只有我用Nokia

下面是我的第一台手机到目前的手机

很烂但都是千辛万苦才得到的 =(

NOKIA 3315(no colour)

MOTOROLA E398(0.3 mega pixel)

NOKIA 7610(1.3 mega pixel)

NOKIA 1800(no colour）

NOKIA 6300(2.0 mega pixel)

觉得是时候换台smart phone了

毕竟快毕业了

找份part time job,用薪水为自己买一台

从FB看到这台 Blackberry Tour 9630 smart phone

Omg..太棒了好可爱♥

一定要拥有

最重要的是它有GPS 对我这路痴来说是最适合不过了

IPhone 是很好啦 Baby他是apple迷

只是对我来说是超大且超贵的说

反正apple & blackberry 都是水果

应该都一样丫 =)

----------------------------------------

baby Fredrick

Happy 5th monthsary

Yea~I'm Looking forward to

6th and 7th and 8th and 9th and 10th and 11th and our 1st Anniversary

and goes on and on and on and on and on......

this song is for you...

d lyrics can well express my feeling right now

i miss you alot

take good care of urself

ily

26.11.2010

2010-11-26T13:40:00.000+08:00

亲亲我爱多么希望你会明白

我需要安静下来想像未来怎么安排

时间飞快时间飞快

来不及抹去昨日尘埃

时间它不让我等待就这样迎面而来

24.11.2010

2010-11-24T21:32:00.001+08:00

Gosh

i spoiled my BM 2day..

i know how to do..I REALLY KNOW...

yet

i've no enuf tym to fin it..!!!

hate myself..i HATE myself very much!!

anyway..i did all my best..

my hand never stop writing from da beginning until time up

Seriously..3 hours was too little for all d candidate

mayb i should install a TURBO or something on my hand to increase my writing speed

im wondering if da examiner can make head or tail of my scribble

haizz

dunwan to think bout it anymore

forget about it

microeconomics, tamadun islam and tamadun dunia TOMORROW

both subject are killing me..

i will never let myself fall asleep 2nite..NEVER!!

Yes..coffee.....hope it's work!

gotta study now...

countless essay gonna memorize...bye!take care

all d best ..all STPM candidate~Muacckss..God Bless You!

22.11.2010

2010-11-22T02:13:00.004+08:00

''A pretty face without freckles is like a night sky without stars????''

I have about a zillion freckles

i dont think tat women with freckles are gorgeous or innocence

I think a few on the cheeks and a lil bit on the nose could be cute

but covering the entire face is just plain ugly

sadly, my freckles has covering all over my cheeks, neck, and my arm

they made me look DIRTY and i HATE them MAX

i was thinking to tanning my face

so that they won't so visible..should i??

i always cover them with my hair since i hate ppl say:

**YOU HAVE FRECKLES???!!!!

**hey..ur freckles are getting much

**u should find a way to lighten them

and im sick when mum keep nagging me to apply sunblock over and over

i used to ask my bf if he mind my cheeks covering with freckles

well.. ofcoz his ans was no no and no

but..if i change my question to 'do u think i look better without them?'

i bet tat his ans is 'YES!!!'

i knew he doesn't mind d freckles

but i still feel terribly self conscious whenever hang out with him

especially day time and when he looking at me

i do use concealer to even my skin tone

yet..he doesn't like i apply those concealer and foundation

he said it's Yuck when he taste d concealer when ~~lick~~ kiss my cheek

however

i saw from a forum which discuss about How they love freckles

I was Shock !coz some of them even encourage their gf to develop more..

see this

""I absolutely love seeing freckles on a woman. It is truly sexy and has always been one of the keys to my heart""

""I have known a few women with freckles who I would call hot but more often they fall into the cute category. Honestly, I like them""

""I LOVE FRECKLES. I won't go as far that I'm so shallow that I only date girls with freckles, but they are definitely a major turn on for me""

""I have loved freckles on women for as long as I can remember. I get tongued-tied and speechless when I see a woman with them. Especially black women (because they are rare with them) It makes them mor exotic. I LOVE FRECKLED WOMEN! WOW""

"Freckles are kisses from God"

""I wouldn't actively seek a freckled lady, but if the right lady had freckles, who am I to judge?In a totally non-hillbilly way, my cousin has quite a lot of freckles and I don't think she's ugly...""

LOL..anyway...i feel better after i read their comments..ha..

i just wanted to know will they fade???? and how to lighten them?????

they really make me feel crap about myself..?FML

09.11.2010

2010-11-09T19:02:00.000+08:00

这首歌很多人唱过

原唱是陈奕迅

我分享的是林宥嘉的版本

两个都唱得很好

沉默是一种回音
来自你很深的心底
重复著我要离去我要离去
可是我不想伤害你
微笑是一种逃避
来自我很深的爱情
假装著没有问题没有问题
我们一定能撑过去
原来爱情的世界很大
大的可以装下一百种委屈
原来爱情的世界很小
小到三个人就挤到窒息
原来爱情的世界很大
塞了多少幸福还是有空虚
原来爱情的世界很小
被一脚踩过就变成废墟

沉默是一种回音来自你
 微笑是一种逃避来自我

重覆听着一遍一遍的

好想哭哦每每听到了副歌鼻头就酸了

我不晓得最近怎么了

感觉特寂寞的

不停地发信息给朋友们

对她们说 我很寂寞 我真的很寂寞

而这寂寞是矛盾的

像是朋友问：怎么了

我的回答却是：不知道嘢

赫赫

挺矛盾的对吧?

最近跟他的沟通也越来越少

我不希望我们之间有问题

我真的不想我们之间有任何问题

07.11.2010

2010-11-07T16:58:00.000+08:00

♥ nineteen ♥

在两个星期前去了美里

因为贴心的宝贝们为我和她们的室友准备了庆生派对

FYI,我和他是同月同日生喔 *我们都是天蝎宝宝*

虽然我不认识他不过怎么说同天生日确实有份亲切感

没很多的照片分享

因为自己没相机再说当天吃的吃玩的玩谁想拍照啊~

话说我,啊云宝贝,小婷宝贝大清早就去买材料

在车里就拍了张素颜照

一看到照片我就like :OMG..FML!!

C cup vs A- cup T.T

***还有啊我让honey看着照片时边无奈的说:亲爱的,我...好平喔~

然后他笑了是狂笑那种喔!WTF

P/S: 其实我有点过意不去,因为宝贝们说我生日所以不用出钱

而这也让他们的荷包大出血

一整个下午他们都也rush来rush去

都忙坏了而我却非常relax

看吧 ~这是做面膜时被kelvin拍到的

**话说我躺在沙发就突然来了只手说:mandy看这边

我反应过来时他就说:yeahhh..Facebook~

我只能说:it's tooooo late~~~~~

说真的我非常期待那个晚上

我好兴奋的穿了啊云宝贝送我的白色裙子

也很早就化好妆stand by了

之后就拍了几张照

起初是有些点小失望因为亲爱的说不能来陪我

说什么澳洲的同学来Brunei visit 谎话真瞎

其实当天我早知道他肯定会出席的

因为他的朋友和我的宝贝们漏嘴的漏嘴

看大家那么有诚意的想让我surprise

我也给予热烈的合作配合大家哈哈=)

果然不出我所料他果然来了哈哈

他还是像第一次见面一样站在门口对我笑穿着白色上衣和那好香的polo古龙水味

而我的心跳也像第一次见面一样狂飙

baby,see..your white shirt goes perfectly well with my dress yea..

but next tym could you please smile for d camera??

左边是honey送我的manggo cheese

冷冷的芒果味也很重非常好吃

右边是家文的

这蛋糕一出朋友们都叫成一团哈哈

我和啊云宝贝

谢谢你也辛苦你了我爱你

看她染的红鸡蛋

当时 kelvin要她找东西时

她说:vin,我没空..我的手在流血..

kelvin直接吓得跳起来我就狂笑的说

mai kin tio，她在染鸡蛋 zzzz

这是haney送我的白金项链和印有我们照照的杯子

他递给我礼物时说:多喝水哦~哈哈

（这照片是回来才拍的这颜色好像有点over edit了haha）

这是睡觉前的照片有点暗

看他都醉了站不稳了还要撑着墙壁

当然也不会忘记sureen&cassie

她们送的礼物我也很喜欢谢了宝贝们

♥♥♥♥♥

05.11.2010

2010-11-05T15:43:00.002+08:00

说真的

考试越接近我越迷茫

因为该念的好像都念了

但每次做练习时都有困难

每次就干脆放弃不做了

就赖在床上跟周公亲热

其实我也不晓得周公他看上我哪里

真好奇他每次都找上我

算算日子距离考试应该还剩下两个星期不到的时间了

而我要感谢国外的blogger让我有读书的动力

怎么说呢

因为感觉他们的生活好享受

外国的一切都那么的美好

所以我想出国留学应该会是件非常酷的事

外国的月亮永远最圆

每当我向妈说

‘妈，你女儿出国留学再嫁给老外如何？嘿嘿’

就会换来

‘你会讲angmo咩’

‘你以为laobu是印钞票的咩’

也对啦...幻想终究敌不过现实的难

当我向老哥提起时他就会说

‘那要去美国还是英国’

而我会兴奋的喊‘美国’

他就会说

‘好呀，全A就美国’

我就再次被打入冷宫 sigh~

大家常问我‘长大了想当什么？’

我会敷衍的说‘beh zai’

现在就让我回想从小学到现在dream list吧

♥太空人，演员（2代阿娇--很傻很天真）

♥老师（中学时期很排斥，到现在还觉得蛮不错的，至少家婆们都希望自己的媳妇是当老师，因为这样好像很有修养，怎么说这也是份神圣的职业^^）

♥工程师（这是form5 science stream时候的梦想,暗恋太崇拜物理老师了，随着转进art stream，这梦也随之破灭）

♥主播，电台DJ（感谢至今还没实现，要不..应该没人会想要扭开电视机或收音机吧)

♥人妻（最简单的，就像姐妹们说过的，找个有钱人嫁了算了，不过，‘有钱人’哪里找？哈哈..我问过个朋友这问题，她说-mandy,you go looking for a job at golf club..then u can meet many dato there...我就like =.=）

算了，别想了

一切等考完试了再说吧

考试的朋友们

加油咯~

还有想和大家分享michelle phan 的影片

她太棒了，她太美了

学了她这开叉式的方法画眼尾(没拉的像她的酿长)

不过发现眼睛已经放大2倍了

enjoy=)

26.10.2010

2010-10-26T14:16:00.001+08:00

17.10.2010

2010-10-17T23:25:00.000+08:00

STPM is around d cornah

itz about 1 month from nao

Im so damn NAHVASSS!!!

and im not ready yet

still fucking around ..goshh~

somebody slap me plzzzzz

btw..i found d effective way to fall asleep very soon

wanna know..???

ta-dangggg

ans : open d history book..and READ it..

bet tat u'ma fall asleep within 10 mins..

(money-back guarantee)ha!!!

seriously...i've no idea wat to write...

just wanna keep my blog fresh =p

actually..wanna continue to write 2nd,3rd day in Brunei..

but....d laziness keep haunting me all day and nite..lol

not likely to blog in a short period ..

will active after exam

Im saving up for a new camera..gotta get get♥

ohh...

i've sumthing to tell my hanei here

although our 100 dayssary is oledi passed

but i still wanna tell u

Happy 100days ♥♥♥

thanks for everything

hope we wun hav anymore arguement

I love you always

i had make a video for him as d present of 100days

but baby doesn't wan d video to be public

which means im not showing my virgin works..ha

kinda happy when he was moved to tears when he is watching it...

i ♥ him

off to study

bye bye ..muackk

02.10.2010

2010-10-02T14:17:00.001+08:00

suddenly got 'kick' to write something nao =)
As my blog has been barren for so long =(

Hi my lovely October...

Starting fr0m 2day..i gonna become a super busy bee since i gotta prepare my STPM trial 2 and Muet(Malaysian University English Test)...October are the nicest month of the year coz i was born in this month (kekekez) sooooo Undeniably it's a lucky month for me...i wish i can pass the both exam...

As you know,i visited to Brunei 2 weeks ago in order to ~~meet my BF~~ visit and observe ...2day i gonna blog about the 1st day in Brunei..

15-09-2010
(Wednesday)

We arrived at 7pm something
and my BF told me will pick me up at 7.30pm
so everything was in a hurry

It was our 1st date, ofcoz i was absolutely crazy mad NERVOUS
He arrived earlier than i expected
My hand was shivering madly until I cant apply eyeliner..LOL!!!
and I kept on asking my fren d same question
---how do i look??do i look good??
i bet they feel annoyed at the moment ..ha!!!!

D 1st time i saw him is when he pushed d door
and he smile and said 'so slow geh'
my heart was stop functioning for a few second

He was wearing a white polo T-shirt
and i fell in love with d smell of his perfume
HE IS PERFECT THAN I TOT <3

---------skip---------

After that
we went to visit his malay fren house
i was lyk WOW~
becoz the design of d house is too special n nice
d toilet is bigger then half of my room ha!

and we went for a movie afterward
speechless wit d movie..it SUCK to death!
however..i'm quite satisfied with d couple seat =p

♥ some pic of us ♥

we both look awkward huh..

22.09.2010

2010-09-22T02:33:00.000+08:00

♡ I LOVE HIM ♡

09.09.2010

2010-09-09T14:11:00.001+08:00

为什么不相信我 
为什么要怀疑我 
一个不小心眼神的交错 
被当作乱放电的诱惑 
我天蝎 为什么双鱼要恨我 
难道都是我的错 
我该生气还难过 
一杯被当做证据的红酒 
换来的咒骂喋喋不休 
你骂的 还不够吗
我要飞走 我要自由 
我要用最温柔的复仇 
让你一无所有 
让你在说我的时候 
很有理 却会心痛 
我要飞走 我要自由 
我要用最温柔的刑求 
让你一无所有 
让你在说谎的时候 
想到我 会很心痛

我已经不会难过 
没有什么好难过 
就当我的爱掉进了黑洞 
做过的梦是一阵旋涡 
没了你才有出口

06.09.2010

2010-09-06T01:19:00.006+08:00

Someone like you might be hard to find
Thanks for caring and give me all the love I need
Only you ,the only man i wanted to spend the rest of my life with
Please! dun leave me..even for a second

Quarrel with u is not at all what I want
Unfortunately,i had let you down
Again
Read over your blog
Realized my mistake,realized how much you love me
Every days and nights i miss you like how u do
Love you dearly..FREDRICK

Make matters worse is wat i owes do
You nvr blame me and owez take the blame..

But,did you ever know.I only have eyes for you..
Admit that i was wrong..i shouldn't keep those thing..and i had threw it away...
Don't be lost,confuse or speechless..i don't want you to change..

I want d real you...

Let bygones be bygones
Expecting apologize from you
Sorry for everything..baby
Swear won't hurt you anymore..

Thanks for surprising me..im shocked when i saw ur name in my following list
Hope our love grows stronger with every passing day
Ai xi dai lu
Nice to have u keep company

3 wishes..you owez come first..

U are all i wanted~!!!

I < 3 U

MY WISH IS TO BE WITH U FOREVER

u insist to accompany me when i was study...and fell asleep at last..
I am greatly moved by you..honey

04.08.2010

2010-09-04T13:36:00.004+08:00

edited by meitu xiu xiu

i wish my cell phone has build-in flash
so that i don't need to edit d brightness of d pic
and i can use it as torchlight
im fed up staying here as it keep blackout all of the sudden during night time
im afraid of darkness =(

31.08.2010

2010-08-31T21:47:00.006+08:00

hai everybody~
2day wanna blog about......freddy and me
hehe...he kept complaint me didn't mention bout us for long tym~
erm..2day is d end of august
which mean we've been 2gether for 2 months YAY

now..im webcaming with him while waitin for 12am(my sis's bday N gona wish her)
he keep askin me y i so bz with typing sumthing
i told him..im blogging about us..
then he was showin me his white teeth..lyk tiz--XD
haha...he is CUTE indeed

k..stop crapping~
he wanted me to blog about my truly feeling with him in this 2 months
frankly..i really dunno wat to write
coz i nvr stop lovin him since 29-06-2010
and i love him more each day~♥
Although we are far from each other...our hearts are linked together.
Although we quarrel often but we owez make up within 24hours..
THX FOR NEVER GIVIN UP ON ME~

do u guys still remember i had told u on my previous post tat my honey is NOOBIES in chinese??
Absolutely~!!

lemme share wit u guys d NOOBEST CHINESE in d universal
it's crazily FARNEIII~!!!

1-baby...i love you..因为你没有价钱(he straight translate from PRICELESS)
---should be 你是无价之宝---

2-baby...我爱你也是(he straight translate from I LOVE YOU TOO)
---should be 我也爱你---

3-大哥他们出去了，他们给人家请(he straight translate from THEY HAD BEEN INVITED BY SUMONE)
---should be 他们被邀请---

4-我要baby肥肥，这样我抱了才会热
---should be 这样我抱了才会温暖---

5-不要只看我的坏点
---should be 不要只看我的缺点---

6-我爸聘金了(my dad already retire''pencen'')

haha.....i think this is enuf...
i bet tat he might kill me after see this~wakaka
who cares...he owez made fun of my ENG...
besides my FAT

i gonna meet him soon in BRUNEI...oh-my-gaga~CAN'T WAIT~!!!!!
can't wait for my present..opppss...i meant meet him =p

i really out of idea nao...
just wanna tell my honey bunch
I WAN TO B UR PERFECT LOVING WIFEY TOO
honey~937 days to go...
♥

28.08.2010

2010-08-28T11:46:00.003+08:00

我问：你们爱国吗？
我爱吗？你爱吗？
我想马来西亚华人一定都会犹豫个2 3秒再回答

好~
我再问：
如果你走在北京街头有位中国人对你说
马来西亚烂透了真是个鸟不拉屎鸡不生蛋的鬼地方
你会跟他拼命吗？
-我想我会-

因为祖国像是妈妈
自己可以骂可以怨
但却不许别人骂

你永远不会说我爱中国比爱马来西亚多
因为
李宗伟vs林丹
你当然希望李宗伟赢
不是吗？

就好像黄明志所强调的
我爱我的国
有国才有家
有家才有我
我们如此爱我们的国家

但这充满种族歧视的国家，值得爱吗？

再问问‘他们’你爱马来西亚吗？
爱！
他们当然可以没有保留的爱
因为特权
特权让他们活得那么安逸轻松自在
因为特权我们没得争

政府奖学金或补助金都给了马来人
难道就没有贫穷的华人和印度人吗?

他们不需要很努力就能轻易进大学
我们成绩再好也不一定能跨进大学门槛
为什么呢？因为我们是龙的传人 =)

这就是为什么我国教育水准变差
这就是为什么大马华人出国接受外国教育
这就是为什么今天很多国家不再承认我国的学位

------纯属发泄------

27.08.2010

2010-08-27T12:10:00.002+08:00

♥~ BLOOD IS THICKER THAN WATER ~♥

上课了。老教授面带微笑，走进教室，对同学们说：“我受一家机构委托，来做一项问卷调查，请同学们帮个忙。”一听这话，教室里轻微的一阵议论：问卷？比上课有趣多了。

问卷表发下来，同学们一看，只有两道题。

1、他很爱她。她细细的瓜子脸，弯弯的娥眉，面色白皙，美丽动人。可是有一天，她不幸遇上了车祸，痊愈后，脸上留下几道大大的丑陋疤痕。你觉得，他会一如既往地爱她吗？

A、他一定会 B、他一定不会 C、他可能会

2、她很爱他。他是商界的精英，儒雅沉稳，敢打敢拼。忽然有一天，他破产了。你觉得，她还会像以前一样爱他吗？

A、她一定会 B、她一定不会 C、她可能会

一会儿，同学们就做好了。问卷收上来，教授一统计，发现：第一题有10%的同学选A，10%的同学选B，80%的同学选C。第二题呢，30%的同学选了A，30%的同学选B，40%的同学选C。

“看来，美女毁容比男人破产，更让人不能容忍啊。”教授笑了，“做这两题时，潜意识里，你们是不是把他和她当成了恋人关系？”

“是啊。”同学们答得很整齐。

“可是，题目本身并没有说他和她是恋人关系啊？”教授似有深意地看着大家，“现在，我们来假设一下，如果，第一题中的‘他’是‘她’的父亲，第二题中的‘她’是‘他’的母亲。让你把这两道题重新做一遍，你还会坚持原来的选择吗？”

问卷再次发到同学们的手中，教室里忽然变得非常宁静，一张张年青的面庞变得凝重而深沉。几分钟后，问卷收了上来，教授再一统计，两道题，同学们都100%地选了A。

教授的语调深沉而动情：“这个世界上，有一种爱，亘古绵长，无私无求；不因季节更替。不因名利浮沉，这就是父母的爱啊！”

五月的阳光温暖明媚，透过窗户，斜斜地射进来，照着一张张年青的溢着感动的脸

26.08.2010

2010-08-26T15:04:00.004+08:00

yay~!!!
exam have already ended
the beautiful holidays was shaving its hands to mie =p
imma goin to Brunei in tiz holidays
EXCITED CRAZY

lemme share some pic wit u *peaceV
kinda lazy to write d caption coz tiz post has been drag on too long N
i hav oledi forgotten wat i goin to tell u guys.ha!

I just wanna say
Sing-K is fucking shit FUN~!!!

taking pic in airport's toilet while waiting for ma fren ''baking d cake'..LOL

you raise me up ...so i can stand on SOFA~~~~
you raise me up.............

sms sms sms..FB FB FB

wonder wat d song he was singing...=.=

me and cassie..damn..im FAT

-selected song list-
what a shame~!!i couldn't find Thinking of you
b4 goin to sing K ..i keep telling ma fren..
i wanted to sing thinking of you
THINKING OF YOU!

See tat?? No 5
luckily ma honey-bunch wasn't there
coz he only got 2 choices
SING OR DIE.ha~!!

yam milk shake

21.08.2010

2010-08-21T22:45:00.002+08:00

(= stay tuned =)

14.08.2010

2010-08-14T10:55:00.008+08:00

yesterday..class monitor gave me a piece of paper with some item to fill in--- name,address,ambition,and motto
for publish in school magazine

i was d last person to fill d paper
so..i read over their ambition and motto while think of mine
i saw some interesting motto and i love it MAX

Give me some sunshine
Give me some rain
Give me another chance
I wanna grow up once again

things happen for a reason

change yourself and you change the world

i write down mine without hesitate
LOVE. LEARN. LIVE~♥
simple and sweet ..rite?

for ambition pulak
most of ma classmate wants to become a teacher
am thinking ,thinking and thinking
what's mine?????
a teacher?
hmm..I prefer a free life
I don't like to be bound to something
especially--schedule~!!

i thought for a very long time
until class monitor hurried me
i wrote down
Traveler and Full Time Blogger

idk if dream come true
well..just a dream

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i wanted to improve ma English so badly
i found tat hard to communicate with ma bf
due to my poor english FML
he like to make fun of my pronunciation..hmph...
and correct ma grammar error
ha~!!yet i still love him much much~
FREDRICK ON...don't smoke le..hao ma?
love your lungs juz like how i love you..ok?

Fred..listen...This is for you baby..
always take care wherever you are~♥

♥
♥
♥

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IM SOOOOOO INTO THESE SONG LATELY

13.08.2010

2010-08-13T02:32:00.002+08:00

FOR D SPECIAL PERSON WHO HAD MY HEART:

Sorry for d times I hav put up a fight
Sorry I don't understand why I just can't do a thing rite
Sorry if sometimes i'm so complicated
Sorry 4 making u feel frustrated
I know I messed up
ur trust in me is little n I know exactly why
im so sorry ..
i really feel bad when i heard u crying over the phone
i hate myself and d way i treated you
the best thing i can do and say is I LOVE YOU
and that those word will NEVER be say to another person
i care about you and will nvr hurt you again
I’m different now and I’ve learned from my mistakes
trust me 4 d last time...please

I MISS YA TERRIBLY

11.08.2010

2010-08-11T13:56:00.004+08:00

-just sharing-

On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.

This was the scene of ten years ago.The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water:we had a kid, I went into business and tried to make more money.When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us
seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and
got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.
Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was
more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.

Dew came into my life.

It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.

Dew said, "You are the kind of man who best draws girls' eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife said, "Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls." Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn't help doing so.

I moved Dew's hands aside and said," You go to select some furniture, O.K.? I've got something to do in the company." Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.

However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt.Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner.

I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body. This was the means of my entertainment. One day I said to her in a slight joking way, "Suppose we divorce, what will you do?" She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that 'divorce' was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious. When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes. Once again, Dew said to me, "He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together." I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more. When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. "I've got something to tell you," I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. "I want to divorce." I raised a serious topic calmly. She didn't seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, "why?". "I'm serious." I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, "you are not a man!".

At that night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.

Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.

A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again. She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month's time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.

She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, "He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?" This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me.I nodded and said, "I remember". "You carried me in your arms", she continued, "so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce.

From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning." I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. "No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce," she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy.Our son clapped behind us, "daddy is holding mummy in his arms."His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms.She closed her eyes and said softly, "Let us start from today, don't tell our son." I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse.I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.

On the third day, she whispered to me, "The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there."On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms.The visualization of Dew became vaguer.

On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as,where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc.I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger.

I didn't tell Dew about this.I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, "It seems not difficult to carry you now

She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, "All my dresses have grown fatter." I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached
out a hand to touch her head.

Our son came in at the moment. "Dad, it's time to carry mum out." He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step.Our son had gone to school. She said, "Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old."

I held her tightly and said, "Both you and I didn't notice that our life was lack of such intimacy."I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, "Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious."

She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. "You got no fever." She said. I moved her hand off my head.
"Sorry, Dew," I said,
"I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you."

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into cry. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote, "I'll carry you out every morning until we are old."

I was really touched when I read the story

i bet you feel d same too

well..it's just a story..

do u think it's easy to get back together

when marriage had come to a crisis point?

not every women can bear with their own husband cheating on them..isn't it?

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today papa told me

2 more month will be 30th wedding anniversary with mama

I'm glad of hearing it..ain't tat AWESOME~?!

although they argue often yet they Love each other dearly~♥

10.08.2010

2010-08-11T00:21:00.006+08:00

today..Sureen asked me d amount of my nuffnang so far..
i told her Rm***...then she told me that she ady earned Rm*** ..
haha..im very salute to her coz she is newbie nuffnang
and she earn so much compared to me ..

Due to kiasu-ness...
Now..i gonna write something..ha
(u know i'm joking..dear sue)

Well..
Maintaining a fresh blog is easier said than done.agree?

I had to admit that there were times where I would give up blogging
D reasons are:

1) im not pretty nor celebrity..i think nobody wants to listen my crap besides a few of friends who really care about me..so..no point for me to blog >.<

2) it's undeniable,everyone loves to see d pictures instead of words..and too bad..i dunhav camera..so i kinda lazy to blog without picture...

3)my life gets kinda boring..nothing gonna blog about..i really dunwan to write when i honestly don’t have anything to write about .. i dunwan my blog turn either pointless or narcissistic ..

4)Writing, reading and commenting on blogs are all time-consuming if you take them seriously.

should i quit d blog...??

03.08.2010

2010-08-03T19:00:00.003+08:00

Hai people~
almost 1 week i didn't touch my FB..miss me not?=p
FYI, i had asked ma BF to change my password
in order to avoid me stuck on it everyday
and he wanted me to do well in ma exam as well=)
i TOT he has changed d password
but he did not do it =.=
guess what?
ofcoz i log in and check up d link,hotel city and ma fren's latest update

and now..i gonna blog about d tragic thing i saw on FB
I SAW MOST OF STUDENTS INSULTS THEIR TEACHER OPENLY ON FB~!!
and most of them r CHINESE STUDENT
goddamn~!they just like take it for granted
and i was so SPEECHLESS =X
some of them even write down d teacher's FULL NAME
and abuse teacher..
so..what's the point ?
izzit be scolded in class
then wanted to get even with teacher in order to SAVE FACE??
Hello
This kind of behavior shows psychological immaturity
you all are already middle school student
BE MATURE..PLEASE?
let's think about it ...
d teacher scolded u in front of ur classmate WHEN YOU DID WRONG
i believe that teachers are all literate..
they won't simply scolding you if u never did wrong..rite??
but then you abuse them in front of public..r u sure u did d rite thing??

am thinking..
izzit..Some of the pupils thumb their noses at the teachers now that corporal punishment has been abolished at the school.???
In school, we learn knowledge and morality from teachers...
so no matter wat wrong they did.
u still should respect them as ur teacher

sometime
imma fall asleep in class
i know that it is a kind of disrespect to teacher ....
now i oledi control myself try to dont do so in class...

yea..sure u can bitching about ur teacher with ur frens in kopi tiam or somewhere else
BUT NOT FB
yea..FB is d place for u to share d information and chit-chating
not d place for u to bitching ppl or gossiping
geddit??

03.08.2010

2010-08-03T17:08:00.002+08:00

1. Touch her waist.

2. Actually talk to her.

3. Share secrets with her.

4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts

5. Kiss her slowly.

6. Hug her.

7. Hold her.

8. Laugh with her.

9. Invite her everywhere.

10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

11. Smile with her.

12. Take pictures with her.

13. Pull her onto your lap.

14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.

15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can''t get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.

17. Kiss her unexpectedly.

18. Hug her from behind around the waist

19. Tell her she''s beautiful.

20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.

22. Tell her she''s your everything - ONLY if you mean it.

23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN''T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.

25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know

26. DON''T lie to her

27. DON''T cheat on her!

28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants

29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.

30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, even when she doesn''t need you, just be there so she''ll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

31. Hold her close when she''s cold so she can hold YOU too.

32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.

33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her XD).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you''re mad. If shes upset, comfort her.

36. When people PISSED her, stand up for her.

37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.

38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.

39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.

40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible

41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS

42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.

43. Take her for LONG walks at night.

44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.

45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.

46. Rub her back--tat feels good

47. Give her your coat if she''s cold--thats always cute

48. Write letters on her back with your finger--feels good ;p

49. Let her sit on your lap

50. DON''T poke her hard...but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.

51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.

52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she''s BEAUTIFUL

53. Keep conversations flowing...talk about anything usually they just go along with it.

54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionately and gently.

55. Surprisingly sneak up on her and hug her from behind--loves it.

56. Kiss her in the rain.

57. Slow dance with no music

58. Don''t ignore her or be nervous around her--everything is going to be okay.

59. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you''ll be good to go. =p

60. Always be there for her no matter what. and she will do the same to you too.

saw this from ma fren's blog~Pixie
AWW...aint tat cool??
this is how AWESOME BF will do=)

02.08.2010

2010-08-02T18:06:00.003+08:00

HELLO AUGUST ♥

How time flies~!!
dear TIME..slow down please...?

30.07.2010

2010-07-30T19:32:00.004+08:00

有些歌曲
音量不用很大却
能听到心坎里

有些歌曲
没有很多的‘爱’字
但
我却听到满满的爱

对我来说有时候
-我等你-
就远远的超过
-我爱你-

宝贝
我等你
好吗?

宝贝

黑白配

鱼

不要说话

那天

29.07.2010

2010-07-29T18:03:00.007+08:00

i know i need to lose my weight seriously=(

hey guys..
today i gonna blog bout
ma life
ma friendship
ma LOVE
this might a long post
i hope u guys do enjoy
peace~♥

first of all
ma life(ma studies)
yea..im d gal who lead a boring life in a townlet
ma life is just go to school-online-FB-eat-sleep-hangout wit frens sumtyms
my result in school is just so so
to be frank i nvr get top 3 since i NEVER touch ma books at home
after i participated d speech which was organizing by my school
guess wat,d AWESOME speech had changed ma mind within a few hours
let me know i have i must graduate with distinction

the teachers who present their speech were
MR Minggu-he taught me Physics when i was Form 5
He was engineer and he had been study in USA before
He is AWESOME,I LOVE HIM MAX
he showed us d photos in NEW YORK
we shout lyk crazy since he was TOO handsome when he was young man
yea..now handsome as well
the Niagara Falls ,first touch of snow,the white house,the street
I have set my mind upon going
I SHALL GO!!

next
Mr Annuar aka Sir-gaga-he taught me MUET when i was Lower 6
i NEVER felt drowsy when he is teaching
He has the gift of humor
HE IS CUTE,I LOVE HIM EXTREME

the last one
Mr Umpang-our principal

Form 6 aka PRA-U
not everyone can enter form 6
thx God..im d luckiest one
isn't easy unless study smart
another 3 months for me to decide ma future life
enter Uni and Work
i prefer the former=)

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ma friendship
as Mr Annuar said
'make ur form 6 life as unforgettable memories'
There was a time when I hated to go to school
ma absenteeism rates is d highest
this all is becoz i cannot get well with ma classmate
and Heavy workload from school
but now
i trying to talk properly with them
IT'S WORK!!
ha..they loves me too=)

for ma best fren(i knew u'll read this)
SHINYUN,SUREEN,CASSIE,WENXIU
im nothing without you
thx for d acc,love and everything
sorry for d mistake i had done and 'mis spoken'
i never wanted to lost any of u in ma life

Auld Lang Syne=)

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last but not least

My Love
Happy 1 monthsary
it has been 1 month now
i can hardly believe,aren't u?
yea..can't wait for another 11 month till our anniversary

thanks for everything you had done for me
i cherish every one of them
and
im sorry 4 d pain
d hurt
d sorrow that i caused you in this month

yesterday
d teacher told us
Going steady is not suitable for school students
it's just puppy love and won't last forever
he repeat over and over again

am thinking
If i been selected for enter d Uni which located far away from Brunei
like kuching?west Malaysia?or oversea?
i knew i won't abandoned the chance to enter the university
Does it mean that I have to give up on us?
i was hesitate=(
i lie on bed and thinking until i cried
im so sorry my dear..i not supposed to think about this stuff now
i hate myself! i shouldn't think about to give up on u even for a second
thx for called me last nite
i felt so relieved when i heard ur voice at middle of night

anyway
you should have known
i love you all the way no matter wat
i don't ever wanna leave you
YOU'RE D ONE WHO I GONNA TO SPEND D REST OF MY LIFE WITH..
I LOVE YOU..I DO..U KNOW I REALLY REALLY DO
FRED,YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME

27.07.2010

2010-07-27T14:15:00.004+08:00

STPM trial is 2 weeks from now
it's time for me to review all d chapter

i had make up my mind to get no1 in class in order to vanquish her
d way she treat me really piss me off
i couldn't endure her insolence anymore
yea..she is first in our class

FUCK OFF!!
I despise you!!!

anyway
pardon me for being so rude
I just had to get out and vent what was irritating me =(

24.07.2010

2010-07-24T11:13:00.003+08:00

dun you think
The distance between us began to distance?
I had spend a night to think about this

I've try hard to control my bad temper
and trying to give in
but then i really hope you'll be reasonable

do u think about my feeling when u write such status on FB?

perhaps..
I need more time to think over our relationship

23.07.2010

2010-07-22T23:56:00.002+08:00

我深深地
爱上了
语言;文字

爱
它的
美与丑

它是艺术
它是哲学

想上大学
一定要上大学
更深入
了解
华语;英语

追逐
语言的艺术